Feelings

You know those days where it takes everything you have to hold yourself together ? Well this last week has been like that for me the challenges of having a ex is just way to much somedays the. There are other days where u forget they are even alive those are the good days ;) 

I feel like i have dug this hole I'm in but that i do not deserve to be stuck in it and that every time i try to clime  out  piles of dirt fall on me and push me further down i know i am being dramatic right now but I'm jut in one of those moods  

Anyway thank you all for listening muah i love you